I feel like an eminem song .
Have you ever loved someone so much you’d give an arm for ?
Yes, yes I have , and I do . His name is Eric . He is my everything. My sunshine , my reason to get up in the morning . I see him and everything is perfect .
Before him everything in my world was grey , he brought the color into it . The black and greys faded into a rainbow of colors reflecting in his eyes.
Eric is everything that’s good in me . Idk what I’d do without him . He’s what holds me together . His smile alone could make me willing to fight a hopeless war. God it’s so beautiful when he laughs , i imagine thats what angels sound like . When he cries I hurt . My heart breaks and I want to destroy anything that upsets him , that hurts him .
But sometimes I wonder , is he the one for me ? Will he take care of me when I’m old and grey , or will he disappear right when I need him the most . I wonder what goes on in his head , if he thinks about me at all , if he really does love me . I guess we’d have to walk a thousand miles in each others shoes just to see what itd be like.
There no question in my mind that I love him , I’d go to jail for this man , I’d bend over backwards for this man , I takes bats to peoples back for this man . But would he do the same for me ? I love him more , more then he loves me . When I’m gone will he morn or will he just carry on . Sometimes I feel like an eminem song.
I love you Eric.
